When you travel to experience plenty situation that forces you to stay stick in a strange crowds…
………….another exclusion means nothing………..
even in a place you feel like home…
between people you call friends…
amongst views you see so familiar…
If you stand still because of you, you will only fall because of yourself
And you will never get lost because of others.
Those who never leave them self, wouldn’t even travel along,
…will not gonna understand finding it.
By: me
I’m tired of this ups and down. Last time I tried, I thought im the one who have to be patience, to listen more, to understand more, to wait more, then I hold more.
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The differences between these two are a source of my fascination for them…
Her free spirit that amaze him; his shyness & seriousness that attract her.
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too pissed to think, to write, to admit. Need to let things go, whisper to her ears, “no time for such r-shit ,not now, not when u need the last strength of ur own to make you survive”
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“u will be unable to concentrate on ur other things better knowing u could be with me but chose not to…it will distract u more than emotional or bad moments with me”
i know we’ve talk about it and it wont be fair to u, that we ’sort of’ pass this case, but im still feel uncomfortable with it. tho hours of hours talk we had for that case and did my part following ur suggestions; to say things out loud…
Me being sarcastic. “gud dipping u have there?”
Guess both having the same charm wont help us. For sure not helping
me, while i know as per your official statement, u wont feel bother.
Remember the ‘attraction games’? It wont work with you. Again bcoz u wont feel bother. But I do. After long up & down journey of open & close relationshit, im tired.
Yes once, it took me in a pose that i abondan you, while u with me. I
told you out loud i have to do it, even it doesnt make ur sense,if
theres anything called ‘feeling’ ever make sense for you.
Yes, i just want u for me,only and all the time be.
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Let; lets break own hearts now to let time come to heal. Rather letting the pain lives while we fighting for unreachable dreams, let the existent strenght help us to survive in a missrable reality. Just let the destiny decide if togetherness will let us be again. Let go…
Persistence was not only i cried when refused to go to a river in a cold night to throw all my sorrow away.
Persistence was not only for keeping bottles of beer to accompany me when randomly stepping the square-patterned road on my nervousness mind.
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