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I’ve heard,read and seen how people have their 30.
Its been an influencing magic number for a person to grow through, doesnt matter the age.
So, rather then a huge bombing party, i planned this…
*30thousands feet above
As human being, in this age, i heard the calling whisper are getting loud for me. I know what HE wants for me, the paths is getting clearer. Unfortunately, as human being, most of the time, i couldnt understand where, what and why HE lead me to and for.
Stil as stupid it sounds like normal human being, im thinking, over 30thousand feet above the sky will bring me closer for the bless, leaving the earth as high as i can; would give as far space i can reach between me and dirty ground called land to the high knowledge. Who knows 😉
*Very Important People (My VIP)
As people, i can not live alone. I thank God, im more independent with this then all the other single people i’ve meet for 30 years back. I had my 17 with romance and all, i’ve passed my 20eth with passions and tears. As im carryng my 30th for setling that area, I become aware that above all, no relationship realy matter, not with any man, any female friends, not with people i work with, not with anyone i so call best friends and the other way. Sounds selfish indeed. Strangely, i dont feel lonely. I missed it sumtimes, i want it, but i just cant feel it no more. It become too dificult to rely and trust someone else.
This is why…
In my 30, No one else matter, in my 30, no one but my roots; all my angels.
Few years ago, in my journey, a good friend told me ; I should back to my roots.
Since then, who ever the man, which ever the best girlfriends, I should leave any relationShit by letting my root lead me when they would come and go. One does care and doesnt hurt my root, would stay, one doesnt, will be put aside in the different box.
I know it still sounds selfish, but i am not just me anymore, of course i had my broken friendships, cheated lovers and all those shit depression. But..it just not that hurt anymore. What i realize, this age keep me focus to whose matter the most in my life, and then after i see my kids on the top list, i see no one but me…no one.
I am extended tree, with growing roots. They are Esther and Kezia. I breath the life within them and they blows back every piece of feeling i need. In my 30, im going to be with them.
Aha! This is me. After God and my kids, then me. What matters about me most. I love traveling. Cheapest i can get, as many places in economical way, and as many time diferent i can passby.
Few days ago a friend describe me; “a person who no one will be able to shut my mouth when im talking about this particular travel organisation”
But this time im traveling, the org. will have huge celebration, do i 1 hundred percent care? Nope.
Yes, no 1 will stop me when im talking about traveler org, but more correctly, no 1 will stop me of traveling, not the org, not the people in it,but the actions. Some should know, i did things and then after,i talks about it. I did my travel before i meet anybody in that org. No one did stop me travels, and at the age of 30, i come to realise, the perfect way to celebrate my traveling passions along with the celebration of this travel org. where i volunteer, is… to do it! To travel! Not just drink and drunk for it.
*the number 30!
The most exicting part. I want to have TWO days of my 30, within TWO time diference, and TWO difrent cöntinents, TWO countries, TWO seasöns, TWO flight in and another Two out.
To leave 20, the number TWO which i just past along the previouse 10 years.
Im having the happiest 30!