too pissed to think, to write, to admit. Need to let things go, whisper to her ears, “no time for such r-shit ,not now, not when u need the last strength of ur own to make you survive”
This is not fair. After the prayer team came by and told me everything… i come to understand, there is such solid reason why one can be so persistent to fight for me. Yet, the same time, i receive the fact, i MUST be alone.
Who can dare such notice?!
I know i can NOT.
It sad, it broke my heart. Funny thing, i come to trust and step in to let go.
Because, it help me to see how the persistency is there, i trust it. Yet if i do trust the persistency, then i should trust that i can not be the one to be persistent for. Weird. As usual HE work with HIS non logical way.
So i pray, please give me strenght and give others the power to let go.
I imagine it would start with some huge fight of a solid principles that no logic and no feeling can beat, no space allow discussions.
and i suspect this is it ….
this is the one thing…
so Lord, Im ready to let go as it should be. Now carry me to the next level; Make me strong
YOU ARE MY PARTNER, MY HUSBAND, MY MAN, IM YOUR CHILDREN AND THE FATHER OF MY CHILDREN.
hand me YOURS
Amen
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